Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Triathlete life...

Ah, the life of the triathlete...

What most people don't understand is that we rarely do any type of training "spontaneously". I just love it when a friend goes "well I think I'm going to do a spin class at 7am tomorrow, why wont you ever come along?". Um, probably because I have a real ride scheduled on the day or a long run or long swim that you have NO interest in because its over the one hour of exercise you allot yourself each day.

We live by our planned out schedules that dictate our training as we ramp up for an upcoming race. Yes, there is a little wiggle room but if there's a 70.3 or 140.6 on the horizon...forget it! So what normally happens (iat least what happens for me) is that I pack my truck up on Sunday night (now Monday since I'm a lucky government employee who has to not work one day a week, and not get paid, because of the furlough. I hope you can hear the sarcasm when I say "lucky". I need my job and it's full pay. How else am I supposed to support my training and racing lifestyle?!) with all my gear for the week and have a "rolling support car" for all my training. That way if its a nice day at work I can get in that run or ride before heading home. Or, maybe I can squeeze in a swim at the YMCA near work instead of the one past my house...or if I feel like throwing in a Bikram Yoga class for recovery I have no excuses because clothes for the practice and after are already packed. Really, that's what it boils down to...setting yourself up for training with no excuses. How can I not get my training in if everything I need is at my fingertips?! So, the truck is packed, another week of training lies ahead and a race is on the horizon...ah, the life of the triathlete.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

I wouldn't say I have a "mantra"

If I had a "mantra" its probably Nietzsche's "that which doesn't kill us makes us stronger" (on a side note, I feel like I'm getting pretty strong from the ridiculousness that is my life!).

But I do believe this is true for how to approach life. I have NEVER had the top of the line of anything my whole life. Instead of dwelling on that...I focus on making the best of what I do have. No, its not a "settling" thing or a "lie to yourself" kind of thing. Rather, its realizing that what you have (and the fact that you can indeed have something) is pretty great. There are always others that have less than you. Whether its food, a home, a job, their health or for us triathletes...the type, amount or brand of gear. Rather than dwelling on "only what you have"...relish that you have it. Enjoy it and if you want something greater, take positive steps to make it a goal and move forward in order to get it. No one has done anything great while being held down by negativity. Think about it...

Monday, July 22, 2013

The Lowell Mill City Triathlon...a bridesmaid again

I have been trying to be smarter about training and racing after my Half Ironman debacle. That means the dreaded...more days off...eating more...sleeping more...and its damn near killing me!

But I wanted a good result at the Mill City Triathlon. I had hoped that a couple weeks of training smarter and not harder might pay off. Its great event that although local. still gets a great turn out.  I signed up for the Sprint 3 years ago...got 1st in my age group. So, because I know the course and race better...and I went into a new age group last year (ugh), I wanted to sign up again and see how I'd fare. I ended up getting shaving 5 minutes of my course record, 16th overall and 3rd in my age group. Not too shabby. So instead of bumping up to the Olympic this year I decided to do the sprint again and give it the 'ole college try to pull out 1st in my age group, a better time and a higher overall finish.

Nice and clean layout
I normally get to race sites with LOTS of time to spare but the morning of the race I got there a little later than normal and felt a rushed getting set up and gettingm y race day rituals in (I am a creature of habit you know) including that all important last trip to the portapotty. Luckily, set up in transition took a whole 5 minutes. I mean at this point I could do it with my eyes closed (as could anyone that done a few dozen). Which was great because it gave me some time to get my in my wetsuit and hop in the water to get a short swim in. It was really nice that on top of J being there, Jen, Lisa and twitter friend Allison were also racing. It was so great to have a group of people to hang and chat with on race day. That NEVER happens.

I was in the LAST wave...so I got LOTS of time to swim in the water and relax. I dont know if that is a good or bad thing but I tried to visualize a fluid stroke, solid kick while keeping my arm/shoulder from dropping when I breathe.

1/3 Mile swim - 13:48
Hell yes I bought this! I look legit!
We finally queued up for our in water wave start. As is the normal case, the wave was full...so I got myself near the middle and waited for the start. The gun sounds and I quickly start looking for a pair of feet to jump on. To my surprise, not only can I not get on a pair of feet...but I'm swimming over people?! I kept focusing on a smooth swim stroke and keeping the dreaded left shoulder "dip" while swimming...and kept passing people. Look, by no means do I think I'm a great swimmer but me...ME?! I'm swimming past people?! Believe it or not I was actually smiling on the swim. Maybe all that pool time is paying off. I hit the turn buoy comfortably and I guess either the current or my joy of swimming kicked in because I felt like I made it to the water exit rather quickey. Out of the water and into transition.

I will admit that riding the high of the swim and thinking that I might be Michael Phelps-ian now made me lose track of where my bike was. Even though my wetsuit was down around my hips, it didnt come off easily (now that I've torn it I try not to just rip it off) and getting out on the bike took a little longer than I wanted. Finally in my cycling gear I headed out on the course.

T1- 2:08

13 mile bike -36:54, 21.3mph
I know this bike course pretty well. No real hills but rolling throughout so my goal was to get a good solid cadence, stay above 20mph and ride down everyone in front of me. I also wanted to make sure that I was hydrating. It wasn't as hot a day as Syracuse but I decided to make a concerted effort to hydrate/replenish salt when racing from then on because I normally cross the finish line coated in salt.. So I made sure to constantly drink from the 22oz, 3 scooped Clif electrolyte drink while out on the course. Then...I got passed by guys on bikes. What?! It literally made me pause while I was riding. All the guys started in the same wave...so...I swam faster than these guys out of the water and now they're catching me on that bike?! I was angry I was being caught but happy that that's not me coming off a terrible swim and having to ride folks down for a  change. Aggravating and satisfying at the same time. Guess I have become a better swimmer. Ok, back to the ride. I picked up the rpms and headed into transition.

T2 - 59 secs

4 mile run - 30:37, 7:39min/mile
Learning from my earlier T1, getting off the bike and out on the run went smoother and faster but I noticed a pinch in my left shoe. Figuring the shoe will "settle" as I ran, I just got out on the course. I've been trying to modify my run on triathlons bringing my torso more upright, arms higher and generating a quick turnover (ala Chrissy Wellington) in order to recover quicker from the bike and get to real speed out on the run. Running to the first mile marker I as on a 7:45 pace...way too slow...and I see nothing but women in front of me. Yes, I got angry. How in the world did all these women get in front of me?! So I increased pace and started picking them off. One, good thing because I wanted to increase my pace anyway...two, I'm an idiot because I was in the last wave...EVERYONE is in front of me. And another grin creeps across my face. Bonehead.

Ok, keep getting faster and run down everyone you can. The one thing I hate about this run course is that after the turn at 2 miles to come home, there is a speed stealing set of turns to take you off the road and under a bridge (they have to do that because they can't shut traffic coming off the aforementioned bridge. Yes, I know its safer but I hate having to change gears to navigate the "offshoot"). With that behind me, I focused on a guy in the distance and spent my time running him down before the finish. The outside of My left foot was really starting to hurt me as I tried to pick up the pace towards the finish. I glanced down at my shoe to see it bloody both on inside at the arch and outside near the pinky toe (after taking the shoe off at the finish I saw that the tongue hasn't seated correctly and I tore off a couple good chicks of skin) so now I was even more motivated to get done with the run. Pumping harder I crossed the finish...ending up with a time of 1:24:53. Although originally posted at 12th overall, after all the final results were posted I fell to 21st overall...and 3rd in my age group (again). Not bad. Not as good as I hoped because adding insult to injury and checking my times I was a minute slower on the course from last year. Ugh. But...still a good result and a "good race" to help my rebound from Syracuse and get in the right mindset for the Timberman 70.3 in the coming weeks. Not to mention that even though it was sprint, I took it as an opportunity to work on pre/during/post hydration and nutrition and my plan worked. Now...back to training...


Friday, July 19, 2013

Just Do It!

Yes, I know its a hokey motto but some days it just fits. I host a run club every week. I can always count on the fact that no matter the weather, my peeps Natascia and Cassie will always be there to join me and push me on the run. This week was no different. In the midst of 90 plus degree weather and heat advisories not only did I get messaged that they'd be there...but that they wanted to get there early to get extra mileage in! What? Like I gonna say no!

After coming in from our first "lap" to see if anyone else was there to join us for run club (no one showed up), the three of us took a quick sip of water and headed out into the inferno again. Was it hot? Yes! Muggy? Yes! Would I rather have been eating cake in air conditioning? HELL YES! But I thank these girls for giving me the push to get out and log the miles. We registered negative splits and the last 1/2 mile was run at race pace! Not to mention, after having to deal with the ridiculous heat of Syracuse for race day...I need to get out and run (smartly mind you) in the heat. Having great training partners pays off. Thanks ladies!

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Change your life!

Get it?! You can talk about your "genetics" all you want but it boils down to getting off your ass and being healthy. Do you not watch the biggest loser?! Do you see all the health problems that disappear as they drop all that extra weight and follow a HEALTHY lifestyle. Quit making excuses and get started.

Friday, June 28, 2013

Ironman Syracuse 70.3...the worst race I've ever had

This is gonna be a long blog post... it was a LONG day so the post is gonna reflect it (you ADHD readers have been warned).

Day 1-2: The recon and the prep.

Sometimes a course looks difficult on paper...and then you realize its even worse when you race it. Ironman Syracuse 70.3 was just that. I picked it as my first (yes it was my first official Ironman 70.3 race. I've "proofed" courses for other folks but never done one myself) because of its proximity to home base and because it had a double loop run course similar to Timberman 70.3. I knew there'd be hills...I realized later that there'd be a 10 mile hill climb just to get out on the bike course...but I didn't realize the hills would be that bad. Add in that the run course was hilly as well, the turn around point for the run being at the top of a hill and it was a killer course. I'm getting a little ahead of myself but you'll realize the importance of this as we get through the events of the day.

I figured that in order to make the race less stressful, it would be smart to get to Syracuse on Friday, get registered, get some food and sleep. Saturday would be spent getting in a short swim on the lake course, recon the bike course, then get to the hotel early to get my feet up and get to bed early. Sunday would be race day of course...then I'd have Sunday afternoon and Monday (driving back home) to bask in the glory of the race I just conquered. If only it had worked out that way. It seems I picked up a head cold during the week and was living on a steady diet of Dayquil and allergy meds to deal with the symptoms but I'll be damned if it was gonna keep me from racing!

I did get there on Friday and get registered (sweet swag for the race including the nice 70.3 cinch bag in the photo) and double checked all the times for race day. Then it was off to recon the bike course. This thing was no joke, a 2 mile flat leading out of transition followed by 10 miles of a steady hill climb. After driving it, it looked a lot less scary then on paper. It seemed to be a climb, false flat (catch your breath) then another climb. Totally doable I thought. Maintain a good pace, drink water/fuel in the flats, take the climbs smartly and save energy for the rest of the course. That sounded good at time but I had NO idea of what was going to come on race day. Saturday was spent double checking times and such, getting in a swim (which didn't happen because the lifeguards closed the swim area 3 hours before the posted time!) and looking over the routes in and out of transition. I realized that is was a 150-200 yard, uphill run from the swim exit to my spot in transition...and then another 75 yard run from transition to the bike mount point. Ya, that wasn't gonna make for a fun day. Well, nothing I can do about it, just walk through it and make sure I know how to get into transition, site my spot, and get out of transition for the bike and the run. My rack spot was almost perfect dead center, easy to spot and more importantly easy to get to. Ya, there may be long runs in and out of transition but that's the best rack spot I've ever had. Ok, leave my bike in transition, get some dinner and back to the hotel. Parking lots open at 4:30 am so alarms set for 3:00 am (I had at least 4 different devices set and a wake up call. God forbid I oversleep for the first 70.3!) and get to bed.

Day 2: Race day

Amazingly I was asleep before 10 pm and I actually slept. A quick breakfast of oatmeal with fruit and peanut butter, a banana...double check everything was packed for the day..and off we go. I was not only the fifth car in line to get into transition but I got a great spot in the parking area to use as the "base" for the day. Yes, I know it was early but watching the goat rope that was people trying to get in, park, get to transition and start the day...it was totally worth it to just be there and set already (of note, it was already 72 degrees when we parked at 4:30!). A quick walk down to transition for set up and I'd have the next couple hours to chill, hydrate and get in a few more calories. The rack spaces were pretty snug and I tried to lay out a nice and orderly transition area. I practiced getting to the bike (even easier on race day because there was a huge white trash can at the end of my row) from the swim. Nothing left to do now but head back to the truck, get more fluids in me, some more calories and wait for my swim wave to start. About an hour prior, I grabbed all my stuff and headed down to the water.

I look legit right?!
Luckily there was an open place to swim while the race was going so I hopped in and tried to settle down my nerves. The water was about 70 degrees (cool when you got in it but perfect temp for a log wetsuit swim) but filled with some weird lake grass/seaweed like crap. I mean there were parts were you felt like you were swimming through a forest. Not ideal but once again, nothing I could do. My wave is called, I queue up and head to the water and I got nervous. Like chest tightening, hard to breathe nervous.Yes, I can swim...but I'm not a "swimmer". I've spent the last 3 years working on changing my swimming from "controlled drowning" to legit "swimmer like" mechanics swimming. I've swam this distance in the pool, I've done 1 mile swim races but this is a whole other beast. All I could do was take deep breaths and try to get in the back middle of the pack. That's where I thought I was until a looked around to see at least another 50 guys behind me! Some days I really hate my age group. Its so big at most Ironman events it has to be split into two waves. Ok, no big deal...take a deep breath and swim your race. We moved into the water and then the gun went off...and it was a washing machine fist fight! I just got settled in when a guy swam over my back and punched me in the back of the head as he moved forward. All I could think in my head was "dude, I'm here to finish...if you want to win this thing you should've seeded yourself in the front!". No need to get angry, its a long swim. I focused on body position, rolling my hips, breathing and a nice long stroke. I hit the first buoy at 19:29mins. Not record setting pace but not too bad for this guy. I just needed to focus on sighting buoys and maintaining good form. I kept trying to jump on people's feet but couldn't hang on for long. As I got closer to shore I had to swim through that grass/seaweed crap. It was so thick that it was actually piling up on my shoulders as I swam. All I could think was "if I come out of the water and my race picture has me looking like the creature from the black lagoon...I'm gonna be pissed!". Then it dawned on me...if that was my only concern, its been a pretty good day thus far. I got out of the water in 46:03 which is a 2:10-100...right on where I wanted to be! Yes, I could've swam it faster but I knew I still had a bike and run on the day. No need to shoot my energy cache in the water.

I got out of the water and started on the run into transition. Let me tell you, that run smoked my bags more than the swim! By the time I entered transition I was seeing stars. But, I knew I needed to give J a thumbs up so she'd know I got through the swim ok and then get to my bike. When I got to my bike I was so gassed I had to do something I never do... sit down in order to get my wetsuit off. Not ideal but it was gonna be a long day so a forgivable evil. Quickly into my cycling gear and out of transition. I wanted my T1 time to be better but considering the run in and out of transition it wasn't too bad.

Swim: 46:03, 2:10 per 100yd pace - T1: 4:32


I knew what I had ahead of me so it was imperative to settle in, get a good cadence and start getting water/fuel in me in that first couple miles before the climb. I hit the base of the first hill and people were already coming to a standstill. I shifted down into my smallest gear, sat up and worked my way up the hill. I hit the top, took on water and repeated this for the next 10 miles. When I hit the top of mile12 I knew (well I thought) the worst was behind me so settle in and bomb the downhills all the way home. To my surprise, the hill climbing was nowhere near over for the day. I felt like there was a climb to a crazy steep downhill ( I hit 38-51 mph on those downhills) to the base of another climb. I got so focused on trying to maintain momentum through the hills that I wasn't focusing on hydrating/fueling/taking on salt. It wasn't until I happened to glance down and see my top tube covered in salt/sweat and felt the heat that I knew I was behind the power curve of hydrating/fueling. I kept glancing down at my Polar RCX5G5 to see what my pace was. I thought I was maintaining around 21mph which was good for the course I just needed to keep working (looking back over the data it seems that my speed slowed so much when climbing that it negated any benefits from the flats or downhills). By mile 33, I started cramping in my legs, back and arms. I hit the downhill on the way to mile 35 and pegged 51 mph (which would normally feel great but I didn't have the control of the bike I wanted because of the cramps) just in time to make a slow turn into the bottom of another huge hill. A hill so big that I saw people walking their bikes up it and I saw one poor individual do the "Benny Hill" (peddle until they couldn't peddle any longer and then fall over. Hilarious but terrible to watch). I downshifted and slowly climbed the hill. When I hit the top I saw stars and turned my head to my right just in time to throw up...right on a woman passing me on my right. Well, that's what she gets. You pass on the left...know the rules lady! Now I knew I was in the tank. Time to switch to damage control, take fluids if I could, take salt, make it through the bike and get through the run. It seemed that throughout the course all we got were side winds or headwinds. I mean really?! Shouldn't at some point that turn into a tailwind?! To add insult to injury I kept getting passed...ME...on the bike?! The cramps had set in by now and all I wanted to do was get off the bike. I knew I was in bad shape but I hoped getting out to run would help. Crossing a road for the turn home my whole body actually locked up. A spasm so hard the I couldn't pedal, bend, move or even take a deep breath (just like when I made the turn onto the finish for the Boston Marathon (trust me, that little tid bit of info was not lost on me). All I could do was settle down, coast and slowly start bending my legs and get back to pedaling. I finally got to transition and when I got off my back I couldn't even stand to get to the racks. I hunched over and leaned on my bike for support.

Bike: 3:21:55, 16.6mph average - T2: 3:33

Its a little soul crushing to realize your tank has been empty for an hour or so, its 95 plus degrees out and you still have a half marathon to run.It took all I could do to sit down and put my running shoes on. I tried to bend over but my back and hamstrings cramped up so I just sat down. I'm not gonna lie, I was in pain. Every muscle in my back and pelvis hurt and my ribs were killing me from dry heaving on the bike. I only had enough energy to respond with "I'm hurting" when I ran out of transition and J asked how I was doing. The run was brutal, plain and simple. The first aid station came about 1/4 of a mile into the run. I don't know if I've ever been so happy to hear the words "coke". I drank water quick, then a coke, then grabbed some ice...just in time for the water and coke to come back up. Ok, new plan...grab ice at the aid stations and slowly chew/suck on it. That should be less impact on the stomach and hopefully it'll stay down. As we ran to the 2nd mile marker paramedics were out on the road asking people how they were feeling. I asked them why they were doing that and they responded with its over 100 degrees on the asphalt...I did not need to know that! Moving forward took all I had. "Running" went out the window and instead I throttled back to the "Airborne Shuffle" (my paratrooper homies know what I'm taking about). I just focused on moving forward and getting to the next aid station. The turn around point (miles 3.5 and 9.5) were on the top of the hill and it was heinous. It ranged from 6 to 9 percent grade up that hill. The only benefit to be had was gravity and momentum made you run faster to the bottom on the way back. I pushed through and as I got back to the start I glanced down to see I was at 1:20:15 for my first loop. I knew I was moving slow but I didn't realize I was that slow! That just 15 minutes under my half marathon time and I have another 6 plus miles to go!!! I knew that J and our friend Allie were waiting for me at the split so I tried to pick up the pace and put on a good face as I went by so they didn't worry. I did neither very well. J asked if I needed anything and all I could muster was "I'm empty and just have to keep moving". When I got past them on the hill going back out to the course my body just locked up and stopped me in my tracks. Deep breathe, slowly bend your knees, start walking, pick up the pace, keep going. At this point all I wanted was to make it to the turn around. Getting up the hill to the turn, looking up, it looked like the Bataan Death March. EVERYONE was walking and no one was walking a straight line. It was the craziest thing I've ever seen at a race. The heat and course seemed to have crushed everybody. I just kept sucking on ice chips, grabbing and sipping coke from the aide stations, pouring water over my head and down my back (I realized I'd stopped sweating a while ago and was overheating when I tried to pick up the pace) and focused on getting to the turn. By this point I was starving. I couldn't even get down a bite of banana but my stomach was killing me it was so empty. It was on the way back down the hill that dark clouds moved in and the temperature dropped about 10 degrees. I started to get cold when the bottom fell out of it. I mean it rained so hard that you couldn't see 15 feet in front of you.

All I could think of was J's first 70.3 at Timberman...how a storm moved in and they cancelled the race. I stood at the finish and was afraid she wouldn't make it and she got in just before they shut down the finish. This can't happen to me. Ya, its been a crap day and I've fallen apart but the thought of not being able to finish NEVER entered my brain. Hell, I had planned on finishing just to reward myself with an IV in the med tent because I knew I was suffering from heat exhaustion if not borderline heat stroke. But at least the temp went down so I forced myself to pick up the pace. Just as I hit the bottom of the hill a paramedic came out on the course and grabbed me saying the race had been cancelled and to get in her vehicle. She was yelling at other people to get in the aide station's box truck to be taken to the finish. I was crestfallen. All my training and effort to get here, all the suffering of the day...all for nothing. I would get no medal, no finisher's time..it had all been a waste. As I sat down in the vehicle in the pouring rain, and they closed the doors, I saw people still running. I pointed that out and the other paramedic said "well...we can't make you get off the course". Oh no? then open these doors and let me the f' out! I may not get a finisher's time or a medal but I guaran-damn-tee you I'm gonna finish this f'ing race!!! I got out of the vehicle and sprinted the last couple miles to the finish (I'm sure it wasn't sprinting but I was moving faster than before). Along the way paramedics in their vehicles were telling people the race had been cancelled and to get off the course. As it should come as no surprise, almost everybody had the same response I did..."f you I'm finishing!". I do love me some triathletes! I just kept running. And yes, now I was running! The temp cooled down, I was soaked to the bone, I wanted to see the finish line...and tell Ironman to go screw. As I made my way uphill toward the finish (god I hate hills) I actually surprised J and Allie. They didn't expect to see me for another 20 minutes or so and here I come barreling to the finish...yelling "f' Ironman I'm gonna finish this race". I crossed the finish line, got my medal, my finisher's cap, reached down to take off my timing chip and promptly fell head long into the dirt.After getting up I got to J at the finish, I was dry heaving and could only get out "I finished" and "med tent".

Run: 3:01:01, 13:49 pace

I spent the next 90 minutes in the med tent. It wasn't an enjoyable experience but I didn't care. ALL I wanted to know was if I got an official finisher's time. I didn't care that I was dehydrated, my heart rate was off the charts or "how long had my skin been hot and or cold and clammy in spite of the rain?"...or "why would you even do this race while you were sick and taking cold/allergy medicine?"...I just wanted to know I "officially" finished. I did...I did indeed...7:17:04. An hour and 17 minutes over my goal time. Yes, I know my first 70.3's goal should have been just to finish but I thought at least 6 hours on the nose was easily doable. Arguably the last 4 hours of racing were just on gut and determination. Ya, so what's new? I've proven time and time again that anger fuels me though anything and as I always say "there's only two ways to finish a race...crossing the finish or on a stretcher". Those two almost intersected at Syracuse 70.3 for me...but...I finished. There are LOTS of things to take away from this race, good and bad (amazingly the only thing I was really worried about, the swim, went very well!) that I'll review and will make it into another blog post. I've tried to remember what I can. To be honest, most of the race was spent with my brain on auto pilot just focusing on getting to the finish. Now its time to recover, capture the lessons learned and get ready for Timberman 70.3 in August. I have a score to settle...

Monday, June 17, 2013

A reminder...

Outside my house right now...a little reminder that there's ALWAYS something to look forward to when the storm clouds pass. Whether its your job, a race, that tough training session or just life in general...you're always rewarded when the storm is over...